okay, im feeling so fcuked up and idk why. hell, eveything is going down, down, DOWN. what the eff is happening to me?
:\ studying's getting on my nerves, so are everything single damn thing happening.
& i thought and thought, maybe..............................

Labels: hi, im lil miss eff-ed up now. :D

ignore this, please, just rantings.
first, to my world greatest daughterrrr.
cheerup, i know how much he meant to you, probably its my fault cause i managed to make you two be together, but i didn't know this was the consequences. hell, i thought everything would be just perfectly damn fucking fine. but then everything turned out to be so-not okay. i'm so gawd darn sorry alright? :\ forgive me? D:

OKAY, this are for you all to ignore, cause its my personal rantings.
everything changes in a blink.
*blink, and everything seem to fade.
idk, i know we're both trying.
but you think its hard enough?
you say you're scared to lose me,
& you think i'm not?
know what.
ignore everything.
we're both just decieving each other that
everything will get better in time.
but the fact is that it won't.
you think we'd be able to change the fact and
start everything over?
:\
i'm still in proccess of thinking.
about everything,
every mistake.
&yeh, idk what im doing right now.
sdfdiaffsdfmfsdapslkfssafhbad. D:
wtf is wrong with me? D':

know what?
papa mama saw smth they wasn't supposed to see on friday. :\ anw, the main point is..........
i am grounded, hell.
for a few days? weeks? months? idk. depends on their mood.
and know smth, im dying.
I'M DYING.
:\ somebody come save me lahhhhh.


._.

ha! EOYs are coming, yeh? I KNOW I KNOW. i said i'd be mia-ing. but very difficult luh! anw, thanks for the wishes yeh peopleee. :] hah, here are the lists.

12am msgs,
in order ah
}zhanhua, hpy. :D
}JAC, babyyyy :D :D
}sweetieeeee, x3
}carol, bitch :D :D
}shawn, dumbdumb. :}
}zhanhua, (again xD)
}Nicole, babbbbey. x333
}yuheng, arsehole! :x

wishes through sms, yeaaaaah!
}esther, keai!
}zichao, kayaaa.
}nicholas, DEAREST! :D
}japhia, jieee.
}alviss, @---!
}lynette, dar. x3
}julia, TWINNIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :]
}sulynn, childhoody.
}jonathan, brotherrr.
}gladys, darling. :D
}peichia, lover! x333
}kevin, pigg! *oink.
}weihao, kor.
}junhong, bestiee.
}asyiq, classymate :DDDDD
}hongmin, ._.
(THANKYOU PEOPLEEE)

through mouthh, :D
}shawn, dumb.
}jovina, asshole!lol.
}fiona, dummy.
}eunice, dumbhole :X
}froggieee.
}jac.
}carol.
}fidyaaaaaa, beepbeep.
}yamelsa.
}akmal.
}janson
}choonkiat.
}haoquan.
}yirong.
}jethro.
}eddie.
}asyiq.
}ruhaizard!
}qiaodan.
}shiyun.
}huiyin.
}xiangquan.
}cynthia, chu.
}alviss.
}lim jielin.
}manfred.
}xiuxian!
}peilin.
}miss tan.
}pan laoshi.
}mama.
}papa.
}mr yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
}betrice.
*ZHANHUA SANG BDAY SONG TO ME :DDDD

LOL.
yeaaah, thanks alot yeh people. rockon. *peace! :D
okay, past few days, alot of things happened. lets let pictures do the talking ay!

sunday, cousins came over. YOUNG cousins. :]
herehere,





monday, had no photos (AW!)

TUESDAY! p.e, LOL.
1st dance, cimocimo.
2nd dance, korobushka.
;o


during music lessonnnns.



&wednesday!



todayyy!


YEAAAAH!

PHOTO OF THE DAAAY!

fear me, cause im super julia!
lol, this is craaaaap.



ANW! repliesssss.

sookfang: hey, JULIA! i sure know you lahhh. how are you? I have been a DAMN long time didn't chat with you. anyway, wish you good luck and happy : D
}haha yeah! im alright, life's pretty alright. you stay happy yeh! love.

nicole: hey. i miss you la (: meetup soon. love you :]
}NICOLE BABEYYYY. weee, i miss you too. you jio me out luh! hehe, loveyou too!

Angeline: sweetie, you're so sweet sweer =D WOAINI! btw, i wanna tell you many things! :/
}SWEETIE! woyeaini ay! hah, sure ah. call/text me anytime. 24/7 for you, love. when everything's pulling you down, i'd be the one pulling you up again, like how you always make me smile whenever im down yehhh! loveyou!

Gabb: Gabb's Mobile Shoppe The friendliest mobile shop . We buy in your phones at high prices =) We accept used , spoilt and new phones . Collection at location of your convinence . Contact 81129370 .
}WTH? who are you? lol. i love my phone lah, don't want sell kay!

Lynette: dearDEAr ! iloveyous !
}DARRRR! rahh, ilyt, you cutearse!

Lynette: darDAR ! bo link me ;'[
}okok, will link you soon, kay! lastlong yo dar. :D

shawn: I am not weak ok ! I am strong ! See that ! STRONG ! (;
}you shuddap lah, weakass. eat more fruits, and vegetable. stop drinking soyabean ler. drink more water, be healthy lah. :D

Jasmine♫: Hellohs senior ! JULIAAA:D! TAGGGGGG for you :], stay chioooo&keai :D. ha(:
}LOL! im not chio, or keai. you more laaah, hehe. loveeeee.

nuer: _ didn't do anything to me o.o LOLS you make it seem like _ did a crime.
}oh puh-leaseeeee, __ won't go into criming, know why anot? cause he my brother leeh, don't playplay horrrzxzz. ;p

HPY: walao eh. semo hpy? wu xim will pull me down if u die? rahhs. u bohxim. i wu xim
}walau, you talk so much. you more boxim ah. got two hpy leh! D: anw, thanks for the bday song xD

nuer: yessss, good. must love your nuer! SHOWER HER WITH LOOOOVE :D o.o wth is wrong with me today.
}i know i know must love you lah, kay? muahaha, yah lah i love you. cause you're insane. crazily insane, hellyeah :D

nuer: hah, suffering from i-miss-julia syndrome. if you're suffering from i-miss-nuer syndrome, feel free to call 97242576 & we can arrange an appointment {:
}LOL, you come jio me out laaaah. muahahahahaa! yehyeh, miss you too!

Sulynn: I wish you once, i'll wish you again. Happy Birthday babe!
}HAHAHA, thankyouuuuuu!

LYDIA: MEIMEIIIII! pinchpinchpinch*
}JIEEEEEEE~ *piakpiak :D

zhanhua: HAPPY BIRTHDAY HPY! See i am wu xim. Sorry for no treating T.T
}LOL! thankyou lah. no treating nvrmind, as long as no flouring :D until next year ;p


nuer: HAPPY BIRTHHHHHHHHDAAAAY! it totally sucks that i didn't get to sms you at 11.59 / 12 because my phone tio confiscated. pro laaah.
}AW! lol, its okaaaay :D :D you love me more can alrdy xD

XIUXIAN: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIA, LESBIEEEEEEEE. i hope u enjoy pretty much today uh. love you.
}lesbieeeee! okok lah, today nvr high with you, not that fun :\ haha! loveyou too! muaark! :3

Somebody: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!!! sorry for late tag
}NO PROB! THANKS BRO ;)

okay, about feeling guilty for not going to post for so long, im going to do this i saw at angeline's bloggie. :]




Angeline's top four (IM THE THIRD!)
top 4

The Rules:
- Don't change your top 4.
- Be completely honest.

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LOH KHEI YING.

1) How long have you known this person?
- when i'm 5.
2) Where does this person live?
- kota kemuning.
3) Is this person older than 15?
- nope (:
4) Why is this person in spot 1?
- cos she's evil! haha!
5) Does he/she have any siblings?
- yeaaah.
6) Do you have any classes with this person?
- in kiddo times, haha.

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JIA ERN.

1) What noise reminds you of this person?
- nope but pink colour!
2) Does he/she have any siblings?
- yeap (:
3) What school does this person go to?
- chs.
4) Is this person athletic?
- no!
5) What do you like most about this person?
- cos she's cuteeeeee & my primary best friend!
6) Has this person ever spent the night at your house?
- nah, but in singapore.

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JULIA.

1) What is this person's nick name to you?
- sweetie.
2) Have you done anything illegal with this person?
- NO, i won't.
3) What is this person's stereo type?
- duh.
4) What song(s) remind you of this person?
- sweet songs, hah!
5) Do you trust him/her?
- sure, i'll share every of my secrets with her.
6) How did you meet?
- nah.

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KAHYUET.

1) Who is this person's boyfriend/girlfriend?
- nopee.
2) How long have you known this person?
- 1 year plus.
3) When's the last time you saw this person?
- few hours ago.
4) Does this person have a crush on anyone?
- her black horse lah!
5) If you were to go to Six flags would you take this person?
- yes if i could.
6) How did you meet?
- in school.





MY top 4 :D
top 4

The Rules:
- Don't change your top 4.
- Be completely honest.

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SHAWN NIEW SONG BAI

1) How long have you known this person?
- since te 14th of august.
2) Where does this person live?
- two stops aft admiralty :D
3) Is this person older than 15?
- he is 15.
4) Why is this person in spot 1?
- cause he's dumbb. LOL.
5) Does he/she have any siblings?
- yeap!
6) Do you have any classes with this person?
- i wished. :\ ha!

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NICOLE NG WENG ERNN.

1) What noise reminds you of this person?
- piaano. D':
2) Does he/she have any siblings?
- yeah.
3) What school does this person go to?
- m'sia, home school (#@$@%@)
4) Is this person athletic?
- HELL NO.
5) What do you like most about this person?
- she's always by my side. although she's not with me now, she'll still try to keep in touch with me and yeaah, she's the one who heard me cry most. :\
6) Has this person ever spent the night at your house?
- YES! twice, i miss those times. }':

p.s; nicole, i fcuking miss you )':

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ANGELINE LEE ZHI YEE

1) What is this person's nick name to you?
- sweetie.
2) Have you done anything illegal with this person?
- NO, i'd never wna get her into trouble.
3) What is this person's stereo type?
- huh? stereo? whats that? :\
4) What song(s) remind you of this person?
- every sweet song..
5) Do you trust him/her?
- YES! though we're just internet friends, i swear, she's one of the most trusted one and sweetie, distance is never a problem <3
6) How did you meet?
- friendster! :D

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SOO PEICHIA.

1) Who is this person's boyfriend/girlfriend?
- kiwi ._.
2) How long have you known this person?
- close to 3years.
3) When's the last time you saw this person?
- yesterday!
4) Does this person have a crush on anyone?
- she got bf laahs.
5) If you were to go to Six flags would you take this person?
- no? she's to naggy :x not enjoyable going with her, HOR?
6) How did you meet?
- C-H-U-R-C-H. :D

those unlucky ones: those above, except angeline. :)
LOVE.
bye, im offfff.

M.I.A






til the end of EOYs. :)


& the replies.

Angeline: sweetie, i'm fine here. be haaaapppy kay! IFLY. and one thing, i stead with that guy already :/
}OMG! sweetie, grats. last long babe, IFLYT. super fcuking love you baybeh. :D


shawn: *OINKIE again le eh ? Sleep well sweetie =D
}Rah~ im not so pig like you, *oinkieoink!


MEIJUN;♥: er ? ue mean telling you where's shawn ? yah , hah .
}HA! nice to meet yah :D

XINDI: Juliaa! Tag me kay. loved.
}SISTER! didn't i tagged you? ._.


HPY: NO! I die with u. i whr got bo xim? i like u lah hpy. D:
}oh please lah, i rather shawn die with me:X anw, i die i cfm pull you down one. BOXIM HPY.


adeline: HELLO :DD came too tagtaggiie kekee
}Hello juniorrr. :D wee, thankyou!


nuer: hellOOOOH {: omg i'm damn higggh. WHO'S FAULT? _____ {:{:{: lols wth.
}omgwtf, what did ____ did to you? ;o


nuer: YOU BRB HOH, ABANDON ME THR IN THE CONVO! ):
}sorreh luh. you also nvr reply. D;<


nuer: hahhhhs, i know you dont mind me spamming :D ILY!
}WHO SAYS I DON'T ? :\ okok, i really don't mind spammers :D cause they've nothing btr to do, HAH! ILYT babbbe.


nuer: reply to your tag : eee you evil moron. ily, yet you hate me ): aaah T.T *cry* my mother hates me.
}aw, too baddie :D loveyou lah love you. KAY?


JIAHUI (:: jiejie , taggs (: loveee you lahhs ♥
}OMOMGOMGOMGOMGG, *shouts; MEIMEIIII. :D loveyou more laaahs. ♥


ENQI: i love you, hunn :)
}love you too hun, :} cheerup & PLEASE stay strong girl.


shawn: UPDATE PLS SWEETIE =D
}eekyuck, you arsehole. call me update you also nvr update what? P I G !


Girlfriend!: GfxD long time nvr tag you alr.Good luck for EOY exams ehs.I'll miss ya(:
}GIRLFRIENDDDDD! :D you too kay, heh, i'd miss you too, loveyah!

shawn, haiyoyo. *TSK, takecare of yourself, stop falling sick. you so weak luhhh. dumbarsehole. TAKECAARE. :D loveee you. <3

KNOW WHAT?
B H D .
hell, BadHairDay. ):

HA! know what? i just came back from church. I saw KEVINNNN. :D he's frigging keai? lol, singapore american school leeeah. ha! then hor, he very cute lor, come tell me he got h/p. then i was like 'uh, okay?' then he say he didnt bring it. ._. lol. dumb siaaaaa. then he gave me his number, now he asking me how to jio a girl. HAAAHAHHAHAAA, so cute laaaaah! :B lmaaao.

today? ha. no joke, home ec was a MESS. YES, a mess. first, i made the soup overflow, second, i cooked campell soup, dumb or dumb? :\ HAH, so glad its all overr. HELL YEAAH. know what? i think .... (?) [for me to know, you to find out.]

HPY: bye bye see u nxt life. ;x jkjk. no die hor.
}I PIANPIAN want to die leh? this like of bo xim hpy, don't like you laah.

Best.: Tag.
}eeeek, best. you're so unfrienddly towards me in school! D:

Angeline: Sweetie, i miss you :} are you alright? :/
}OMG! SWEETIEEEEE(!!) i think im okaaay. you? IMYT!

Angela: jiejie! x3 will relink you soon :D
}MEIMEI! <3 take your time. :D

Jasmine♫: HEY! nice blog :D:D, nice icons for the tagboard (:, how did u make it :D. x), missssed you <3! & oh, relinked already(: lovelovemissmissss you
}J U N I O R ! :D hahahaa, thank you. uhm, don't know how to teach online, :\ i lovelove and missmiss you too! :}

gladys: hey julia!just saw your new blog...:D Good luck for your EOY exams yeah!God bless you always!(: Loveyou always!<3..'HUGS AND KISSES'HAHAHA
}WEEEEEEEE,gladys! HAHAHA, i know you miss me. I didn't go TK for long alrdy, miss you and love you too babee. :]

I'm Julia Yeo, 洁乐.
TRUE friends are the greatest thing anyone could have.
I'm always verging on bankrupcy cause I'm always going gaigai with friends :}
Looking strong on the outside does not mean I'm likewise in the inside.
Peichia, Nicole and Angeline are the SUPER LOVED(♥) one.
I AM FEELING SO EFF-ED UP RIGHT NOW.